Monday, May 5, 2014

Sad in my spirit May 2, 2014

I'm waiting for my dinner now. It's been a nice day a long day but nice I just received a email or a rather a text from nanette and saying that she had been admitted into the hospital they think its a stroke. I'm not a happy camper to say the least, but I have people praying for her.

Earlier today L. came by and said that she was offered a job part time with the Skokie school programs as a the crossing guard. The pay was $16 an hour for 5- 6 hours a day. I informed her that she would only be making $1 a day less than what she was making now and told her that the she would pocket the $300.0 monthly toll fees, since she no longer needed to use the tollway to get to work anymore. She was so stuck on the idea of the word part time, that I couldn't even get through to her. It really grieved me. She has to make her own decisions, but I felt that God had opened the door for her and she refused to go through it because of the word part time. If she had just prayed and ask God if it was for her, I believed he would have shown her what to do.  I know that she wants to find another full time job, that pays decent money. But, it's between her and God now. I hope that God gives her what she desires because, it's kind of rough out there. I don't know why it upset me so bad, but I just want her to seek God and see if that's what he wanted for her.

I also  walked 20 steps the first time that I walked with the walker today and about  30 steps the next time. I'm very very happy but very very tired after I finished. I have 28 days left to get this together so that I can go home on a walker so I'm very happy about that.

Tonight I watched the bible on Netflix. it was so good. I cried abut the part of abraham and Isaac. It was so different to see it come alive on film. It touched me deeply.

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