Good news today

Well, I celebrated my 62nd birthday and it was great, really great.I enjoyed a visit from my family. Too kool. a lot of gifts. I was so happy. They also brought green juice for me too.

I have not been doing too bad with my eating but, everyday it seems like there is always an opportunity to eat what I shouldn't.

Missy gave me green juice, which I drank up and also made smoothies for myself.

But, there always seems to be a way or opportunity to do the wrong thing.

I had a great day yesterday.my eating was good.

My friend L. visited me on Thursday and she went off again. I told her again, that God is not not answering a person for 3 years regarding her finances, job, living conditions,the women at church and her sister. i was so tied of her, really tired of her, but God. In my flesh I really don't want to be bothered with her, but, God could feel the same way about me,but, he never gives up and still loves me even when i talk and act crazy.But, I just acted like nothing happened, when I texted her a few minutes later.

My doctor from in today came in today and  he asked why i was still here, I told him about my total knee replacement and about the weight markers. He said he knew a good surgeon from U of C hospital,who could do my surgery right now with no weight loss. I was so excited, I mean I want to lose the weight, but I'd rather get the surgery and do rehab and go home. I pray that this works out for me and get this surgery done in at least the next 6 weeks or less. we will see. I want to have the surgery done by a good surgeon. God be my help.

I also have been wearing my hair in twists for the last 3 days. I'm liking how I look. I'm not trying to please anyone but, myself. The people of other races here don't know what to think and keep telling me  how good I looked in that wig. Oh well.
I ordered a texturizer kit, gel and black castor oil for my hair. I will do my hair on wednesday. God willing. My hair has really grown and it will be so nice and long when I do it on wednesday. I'm so excited, really excited.I have 3-4 inches of new growth. I'll try to keep wearing it in twists or my two twists on the top f my head. We'll see. I'm encouraged. I feel that I'm pretty good looking with the twists. I mean I see other women here doing nothing with their hair and most them have thin hair too. I just don't care anymore. I love myself just like I am.

I am doing lo carb and feel pretty good but, I still making excuses to eat wrong. Tomorrow is another day but, I'm going to make it

I'm doing a prayer challenge next week. one hour or more of prayer per day. God I need you to help me through all of this I pray in Jesus name.